Tuesday, January 28, 2020

I Miss My Forrest

It's been almost five weeks and the level of sadness that I have has diminished...until it hasn't.  I love you Forrest and last night I had the strangest dream that you were still alive.  In my dream, after I saw you, I realized that you were not alive.  Ensconced in this dream I began to cry.  In the dream.  This crazy dream woke me up and the next thing I knew, I was crying in my awakened state.

How one as small as you, as non-human as you, as smart as you have impacted me over these past almost 12 years.   It is inconceivable, still, that you are not here in our lives.  How I just feel so different without you here.

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