It's been almost five weeks and the level of sadness that I have has diminished...until it hasn't. I love you Forrest and last night I had the strangest dream that you were still alive. In my dream, after I saw you, I realized that you were not alive. Ensconced in this dream I began to cry. In the dream. This crazy dream woke me up and the next thing I knew, I was crying in my awakened state.
How one as small as you, as non-human as you, as smart as you have impacted me over these past almost 12 years. It is inconceivable, still, that you are not here in our lives. How I just feel so different without you here.
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